but apparently the past three months at school have completely undone all of that work, and then some. I’m so fucking pissed and upset and emotional. I feel like a fat fucking cow and all I want to do is curl up in a little ball and die. I can do so much better than this and I’m just really disappointed in myself. I seriously have to get my shit together and turn things around.
I probably shouldn’t have even weighed myself, but I think it’s better to know; I’ve finally been shocked into action.
I know this is such a whiny post, but I really needed to vent somewhere. sorry.