November 2011
"flying buttresses all up in this bitch."
if I have to read another word about avant-garde performance art, my brain is literally going to melt out of my eye sockets.
I lost so much weight over the summer,
but apparently the past three months at school have completely undone all of that work, and then some. I’m so fucking pissed and upset and emotional. I feel like a fat fucking cow and all I want to do is curl up in a little ball and die. I can do so much better than this and I’m just really disappointed in myself. I seriously have to get my shit together and turn things around.
I probably shouldn’t have even weighed myself, but I think it’s better to know; I’ve finally been shocked into action.
I know this is such a whiny post, but I really needed to vent somewhere. sorry.
